He still haven’t responded to my text…
And he haven’t sent me one…
I know I’m better off without.
I’m not ready anyway…. Or am I?
Is this longing because I actually did feel his affection too?
Maybe I should’ve change my scenery.
Move away?
Although I’ve never felt as – in the right place – ever… maybe I could prepare myself…?
Maybe he’ll text me later….
I shouldn’t wait – I should live…
Do something…
I actually have some stuff I need to do….
I’m open to the unknown….
I haven’t felt like this in almost a decade!
It feels refreshing – it feels exciting!
I’m known to make some bad decisions….
I’ll check it out