I said I would focus on my career and friends… myself…
But I’m waiting….
I’m longing…
To when he is back in my orbit!
Blessing me with his energy, and reigniting mine.
Can I really have it all?
Do I have to actually do something?
Is there a secret spot or trick to secure eternal happiness?
Not as greedy and above the top happiness…
But the every day happiness, waking up together, sharing a day, and going to bed together again.
I think I would’ve travelled there….
I’m ready for romance…
To embrace it…
To challenge myself, to take care of it…
It’s like I’m on the top of a diving tower, but there’s no pool underneath, it’s love’s universe.
Endless view of black nothing and starlight…
I smile at the thought of it…
I’ll jump now!
An endless fall?
Who’s to say that I won’t find something else along the way?
Like... the worst thing, could be the best thing - kind of thing?
The Black Prints 