No matter what I did that night …
Nothing eased my pain.
My heart felt like it was burning my insides.
Tears were continuously falling from my eyes….
I missed her so much.
I tried everything I could – not to feel as lonely as I was….
But the honesty is… no one but him could’ve filled my need.
But why….
It’s not like it’s about him anyways…
I just wish I could’ve figured out why I feel so lonely all the fucking time….
I’m exhausted by this loneliness….